tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-351729712024-03-13T08:08:27.370-07:00Feel the life...The unspoken..!!Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.comBlogger98125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-50107779507037540602012-07-18T01:26:00.001-07:002015-03-26T22:52:20.019-07:00Hope..!
The season has changed.
The sun, which was shining yesterday, could no longer be seen. Though the evidence of the existence is hided by the dark clouds, I know that the Sun is there. It is just that I couldn't see.
Sometime my mind asks what is the point in saying that the Sun is there if couldn't see it shining. But then the heart believes that there will indeed come a breeze, which will meltPaulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0Nandambakkam, Nandambakkam13.013398 80.184715tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-56711813128212868422011-07-09T08:44:00.000-07:002011-07-09T08:44:45.264-07:00Continues..People ask me, 'how do you tolerate..?' 'aren't you disappointed..?' 'how long do you want to go through this..?'
All I can do is smile..! What else can be answer to these questions..? How can you give up on something after having realized that that is all what you wanted for the rest of your life.. Nothing more.. Nothing less.. Just that..
There are certain things in life you can't compromise.Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0Chennai, Tamil Nadu, India13.060422 80.2495830000000312.916343000000001 80.157828500000036 13.204501 80.341337500000023tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-70842327105133621282011-05-21T22:47:00.000-07:002011-05-21T22:53:33.772-07:00The unsaid..I have been thinking why I'am feeling very depressed nowadays. I feel that I don't have any close friend. Of course, I have some best friends but close..? None..! I have never seen someone opening up to me by themselves to make me feel that I have a close friendship with them. I just noticed that so far it has always been me who open up and talk everything about myself to them.. Now only I'm Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-64400146400045616072010-12-16T04:11:00.000-08:002010-12-16T04:11:56.787-08:00Thoughts of the moment..!! [2]A quarrel, following a conflicts in argument, is when a real relationship begins between two persons.. :)Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-42801310880153810622010-12-14T20:13:00.000-08:002010-12-14T20:13:33.693-08:00Thoughts of the moment..!!Love multiplies when expectation stops and focus on giving starts..!!
but..
BUT, I just have to warn you that, at the end if the other person hurts you in such case, you will be broken into pieces and there will be no coming back.. You will just be destroyed!!Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-69256411856767104352010-12-09T17:39:00.000-08:002010-12-09T17:39:02.196-08:00Has been a while..Yes, it has been a while since I posted something here.. It wasn't intentional but happened so. Sometimes you tend to isolate yourself from rest of the world. May be because, you wanna find out yourself from the miserable state you are in, so that you can raise once again.
So, does this mean I have found myself from the lost world..? No.. Not yet.. In fact, I doubt whether I would. But Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-79359874584736313592010-10-11T20:26:00.000-07:002010-10-16T00:34:02.487-07:00Why don't they do something about it..?Fear and worry are the worst enemies.. But even after knowing it, you tend to afraid and worry about something when you come to know that it is out of your hand to control. At least in those cases it is acceptable because your fears and worries come out of the thoughts that you couldn't do anything about the situation..
But some people still worry about few things even though they know that theyPaulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-55976067001635609622010-10-03T03:57:00.000-07:002010-10-03T03:57:58.058-07:00An innocent and an ass.."Daddy, what is ass..?"
I was shocked when my three year old son asked me that question innocently. 'who the hell taught him that word?', I thought inside.
"Ah.. ass is an animal.. may be.. ah.. you can think it as kind of another variant of horse.. I will show you the picture sometime..", I thought I managed the question. But he continued.
"So.. mom has that animal? she never showed me..", Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-32528398023627141942010-10-02T22:52:00.000-07:002010-10-02T22:52:38.164-07:00Good or good looking..?We were sitting on the park bench.. Her cell phone started giving some beep.. She.. My girl friend.. It was an SMS that one of her friends had sent.. She read it and then turned my side with a smile..
"What..? What is it about..?", I got curious..
She smiled again and showed it to me. The SMS read:
Tragedies of boys life:
1. Good girls are not good looking..
2. Good looking girls are not goodPaulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-59616017768543172702010-10-01T22:08:00.000-07:002010-10-01T22:16:13.086-07:00Why is it so complicated..?"Why is it so hard to talk to someone for the first time..?"
"Because we try to make it easy..!!"
[From the movie 'Ordinary People']
Very true.. Isn't it? Most of the times the struggle we face is due to the fact that we don't wanna go with our own flow.. We don't want to stick to the natural way of doing things.. Many a times, things get tough because we try to make it what it is not.
The Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-33630983334067683462010-09-05T20:53:00.000-07:002010-09-05T20:53:52.793-07:00Certain things are difficult to handle..Days have been very dull.. Certain things in life are difficult to handle irrespective of how much ever maturity you have. Especially those things for which you never thought of any backup plans.. Because you were so sure that everything will be alright and you don't need any backup plans. But you never know what kind of surprises life has for you!!
Sometimes whether you like it or not, you are Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-66822138588273447732010-08-30T22:02:00.000-07:002010-08-30T22:02:33.856-07:00So, say it.. Express it..One of the things I have noticed in most of the relationship is the enthusiasm that was showed at the beginning slowly gets lost when the time passes on. The expression of love, affection, bonding, appreciation during the start of the relationship doesn't seem to continue once the relationship is settled..
May be because people think that 'anyway (s)he knows that I love him/her, so what is Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-86682126519801468012010-08-22T07:27:00.000-07:002010-08-22T07:27:02.250-07:00Blowin' In The Wind (by Bob Dylan)..Just thought I would write about the song that I liked very much recently..
The lyrics were so good.. You can find the lyrics below (may be you might also like it).. Just to mention, these are not mine :-D
Song: Blowin' In The Wind
Writer: Bob Dylan
How many roads most a man walk down
before you can call him a man?
How many seas must a white dove sail
before she sleeps in the sand?
Yes, and Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-70788657745272463252010-07-29T21:12:00.000-07:002010-07-29T21:12:04.625-07:00Uuuuffff!! [sigh]I, like lots of my other friends, have been keep asking to myself, "why am I being so negative these days..?". Though the the heart knows the answer, my mind says "I don't know".. I'm so pissed off with lots of things happening around me.. More than that, people around me also pissing me off!! The frustration goes real high these days.
When I see a crowd, it threatening me a lot.. It is very Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-21215020165008350632010-06-17T22:20:00.000-07:002010-06-17T22:20:02.967-07:00Thought provoking.. [2]"Someone, who cannot accept you at your WORST, has no rights to be with you at your BEST.."
Very thought provoking, isn't it? Thats what I thought when I read this line in one of the forward SMS that I got recently.
One of the things I have always experienced in my life is, when you are travelling through dark side of your life, there would be very few who stays with you. However during your Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-89673252226129261542010-06-14T21:08:00.000-07:002010-06-14T21:08:42.508-07:00Good guy to bad guy!!People feel very happy if you give them everything as "ya, take it". The moment you say, "no, its not yours, please keep it down", they are unhappy. Not just unhappy but they get angry and they want to take revenge that you didn't give them. It doesn't matter to them as to whom something belongs to. It doesn't matter to them as what kind of situation the other person is in. It doesn't matter to Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-26018150372311103512010-06-09T20:59:00.000-07:002010-06-09T20:59:00.966-07:00Thought provoking.. [1]Today I received a forwarded SMS [Short Message Service]. Don't know who wrote it but I liked it very much since it provoked my thoughts..
Strange Facts:
There is always a little truth behind every Just Kidding..
There is always a little knowledge behind every I Don't Know..
There is always a little emotion behind every I Don't Care..
There is always a little love behind every I Hate You..
TherePaulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-12484411918412621892010-05-25T21:54:00.000-07:002010-05-25T21:54:52.079-07:00It happens all the time..Somehow, when the day and time passes, you get used to the feelings of disappointments and loss. It no more pinches you on the center of your heart. Though it still has left some marks, somehow your mind starts feeling that it is manageable. It no more threatens your survival that you have always worried about. You realize the fact that life still goes on. It surprises you that you are stillPaulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-56092675269501912202010-05-24T02:51:00.000-07:002010-05-24T02:51:58.832-07:00Recharged..Going home (native) is good. The restlessness, frustrations, anger, sadness, disappointments, loneliness, out_of_mood thoughts everything just disappear when I see my mom and sisters. I feel relaxed. I feel lively. I feel recharged with energy. I feel good..
I was at home for the last two days. Spent complete two days just at home. I got into the house on Saturday morning from railway station Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-91446493859371645842010-05-18T19:16:00.000-07:002010-05-18T19:16:03.012-07:00This is too bad.. :-(Recently I read a news that a 30 year old lady committed suicide because of poverty and abandoned 3 of her female kids who are less than 9 years old. Now the kids have become orphan since their daddy also abandoned their family long time ago. How can a mother leave her children to suffer like this and take a decision of escaping from all the responsibilities?
Those kids were earlier suffering Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-89322127609243254902010-05-13T19:22:00.000-07:002010-05-13T19:22:02.564-07:00Why are we so vulnerable..?Why do we love them even though we know that they don't care much..?
Why are we so soft even though we know that they throw hammer at us..?
Why are we so tolerant even though we know that they deliberately make us frustrate..?
Why are we so kindhearted even though we know that they take advantage of us..?
Why are we so weak even though we know that it strengthens our enemies..?
Why are we so Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-64814158109557166332010-05-11T20:11:00.000-07:002010-05-11T20:11:03.977-07:00Stop chasing..!!If you think that there is at least someone in this world who feels happy that they have everything they wanted, you are wrong.. Possibly there could be someone who feels happy about having everything they want but it is just an ephemeral joy.. Sooner or later they would start feeling that they are missing something else and will start chasing it.
Most of human life is lived in chasing somethingPaulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-56464420229172363952010-04-20T19:44:00.000-07:002010-04-21T19:36:39.702-07:00You think you have judged...?Life is pretty difficult to understand. It always says, "don't underestimate me", when you think that things are going fine and you are alright.. It becomes difficult because of the fact that you can't read others mind. It is like doing or saying something blindly without knowing what is going on the other side. You will have to understand whether it went right or wrong only after seeing the sidePaulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-77420017509563625442010-04-10T20:06:00.000-07:002010-04-10T20:06:47.850-07:00Walking away with a smile..!!I'm afraid to express what I feel.. Sometimes life demands us to give a gentle smile and walk away instead of asking 'why are you doing this to me..?'!! Its all about what your mind feels like doing at those moments. It doesn't mean that you don't have the courage to ask.. You tend to walk away with a smile because you don't want others know that you are broken inside.
Sometimes you don't want Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35172971.post-87926129295737153602010-03-31T20:48:00.000-07:002010-03-31T20:48:58.190-07:00Trust - In my opinion..I don't understand why people afraid to ask question thinking that the other person might feel bad because trust on them is questioned.. How can asking question mean 'distrust'ing someone.. Trust doesn't mean that you should not question on what someone (whom you trust) does/says/suggests even though you have no idea of why they do/say/suggest. Well, its just my opinion.. Trust never means Paulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628296340065295263noreply@blogger.com0