Days have been very dull.. Certain things in life are difficult to handle irrespective of how much ever maturity you have. Especially those things for which you never thought of any backup plans.. Because you were so sure that everything will be alright and you don't need any backup plans. But you never know what kind of surprises life has for you!!
Sometimes whether you like it or not, you are forced to live with what life offers.. It doesn't matter how bad you might feel about it. It looks like certain things wont change. They happen as they are designed to happen.. Sentiments or feelings won't be considered there..
You either live with what you get or just get out.. But unfortunately getting out couldn't be an option most of the times because it isn't just about you.. It is about lot more souls than just you!! So you strive hard to proceed further.. But damn it, this isn't what I want :-( and I don't want to move further without what I want because certain things in life are extremely difficult to handle irrespective of how much ever maturity you have (repeated statements ah?? yes, i know and I mean it!!)..